yeah, so i'm still kicking amazingly.

tj and I are doing pretty good, i suppose.

i got thrashed on friday cause my grandfather died on thursday, and he would have liked for me to get wasted, so i did.

i was gonna stay at bobs, (AGAIN) but there were to many people there for comfort, so i just got ryan (erins boyfriend) to take me home...seeing as i didnt drive, else i wouldnt be here right now more then likely)

but yeah...

saturday i'm going to see first decent with TJ....then i'm going back to his place more then likely....

yey

that's about it.

i'm still kicking.

long time, no entry....

-havent slept in my own damn bed for about....four days

theres way to much beer in my system. four partys with different people all weekend. and work...every day...with a hang over...

I. What does the name say on your Birth Certificate? DeAnna Christine Weyhrauch
II. What's the name that all your friends call you by? De, Chy, Dece….Coffee, name it and I’ve probably been called it once or twice.  
III. What day of the year do you blow out the candles? December 31^st
IV.What is the year on your liscence?1986
V. Which country authorized your passport? U.S.
VI. What are your Zodiac and Chinese Signs? Capricorn and I have no clue.
VII. In terms of politics, do you sit on the left or the right? Closer to the left than to the right.
VIII. Look in the mirror…the color of your hair is? Brownish red with black and a little bit of blonde showing at the roots.

IX. Look in the mirror one more time…what color are your eyes? Blueish grey
X. Hop on the weighing scales! How many pounds did the numbers jump above zero? 112.  
XI. Stand up straight! How high up is the top of your head from the ground? 5'6ish.

<> Home Sweet Home <>

I. Who are all those other people living in your house? Aunt, uncle, cousin.
II. Do you get along with Mom or Dad better? My father is very insensitive and I do not talk to him, my mother died awhile ago. But for the sake of this quiz I’ll answer as if my Aunt and Uncle were my mom and dad  sometimes.
III. What do your parents' friends call them by? John and Diane(dad and mom)/ Nancy and Charlie. (aunt and uncle)

IV. Any siblings living outside the house? Yup. About…11
V. What's the name of the place you live in currently? Martinsburg, WV
VI. You love it there, don't you? Why/Why not? It can be fun sometimes.

VII. If you could live absolutely anywhere on the Earth, what locale would you choose? Iceland.
VIII. Out of all those who share your blood, immediate or otherwise, what single person would you list as your favorite? My brother JD because he’s been through the same shit with the Father as I have. And we still talk, plus we still beat the hell out of each other when I’m up there.  
IX. Who is the one you wish you didn't share blood with? My cousin Josh, he’s such a little asshole.
X. Overall, you like Mom's side of the family more, or Dad's?  my dads side was very stuck up and really mean from what I remember, and my aunts/moms side is the same side of the family and their pretty cool.

<> Knowledge Is Power <>

I. First things first…Private or Public School? Public.
II. What's its name? Mascot? Colors? Hedgesville. Eagle. Blue and Gold.

III. What is/are the class(es) you can't wait to get to? Photography and Graphic Design. Sometimes English.
IV. How about the class you consider Bedtime? Precal.

<> Confidentiality & Beliefs <>

I. What's your worst fear? Have you ever experienced this fear? Losing someone I’m very close to, and being stabbed in the back or left behind by my friends that are going to college without me.

II. Have you ever acted troubled, just to get attention? Nope.
III. Do you believe in God? …I have a belief in him, but I’m not sure how deep it goes. I’m kinda confused.
IV. Do you have a secret that you'll take with you to the grave? Yes.
V. Have you ever told anyone you loved them, when secretly you didn't at all? No. I don’t mess with the word love.
VI. (Friends, Religion, Politics, Family, Education, & Relationships) Organize the previous five in order of your personal preference in life: Family, friends, education, religion, politics, relationships
VII. If you could change one thing about your physical looks, what would it be? My nose. It’s broken. And it’s not pretty
VIII. If you could change one thing about your personality, what would it be? Getting attached to someone that I’m close to and feeling inadequate to them.
IX. Have you ever cried in front of someone, and felt ashamed of it? Yeah…
X. Have you ever done drugs? Are you on drugs? Do you plan to take drugs?  Herbs….yes…

<> The Hills Are Alive, With The Sound Of Music <>

I. If you had to pick, what's your favorite song at the moment? Neutral milk hotel – oh comely

II. Do you get most of your music off the Internet, or from the store? Why? Music stores on the internet sometimes.

III. Even though you can download music, do you still buy CDs just because of the CD-case, CD itself, booklet, & general authenticity? I just don’t like downloading.
IV. What lone genre of music do you prefer above all? Post melodic hardcore emo.
V. What genre of music would you never be caught dead with? I like a little of everything.  

<> The Small & Silver Screens <>

I. What's your favorite movie? Waking life.
II. Generally, what genre of movies do you jump at the opportunity to see? Those b films. Indie.

III. Who is the actress you most admire? Who is the actor you most admire?  Actress: shannyn sossamon, and actor: jude law/jared leto.
IV. Do you cry during/after certain movies?  Yes.
V. What time of day do you prefer to see movies? Evening, or whenever possible.
VI. What is the TV show you never miss?  No clue

VII. What is it that you like about it so much? Cause its across from my bed.

VIII. What's the one TV show you can't stand? Those retarded anime cartoons.
IX. Do you think you spend more time watching to Television or using the computer? Computer.
X. Do you personally think that you spend too much time watching TV? Nope.

<> Bon Appetite <>

I. What's your favorite meal? Sushi

II. How about your favorite dessert? Coconut cheesecake
III. When only a kid, did you eat your vegetables? yes
IV. Do you still eat vegetables? yes
V. Are you a poor, average, or excellent cook? Average.
VI. What type of food do you prefer? pasta, veggies, and seafood. .
VII. Pepper or Salt?  salt
VIII. Ketchup or Mustard? Neither soysauce.
IX. Do you prefer going out to breakfast, lunch, or dinner? Breakfast, cause I’m always to late to make it.
X. Do you eat to live or live to eat? I eat to live.

<> All's Fair In Love & War <>

I. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? Crush…on the same person I’ve had one on for the last...two years?  
II. Are you in love? Or are you using them? Woah, the word love came out of nowhere. I love him cause he hasn’t  changed since I met him, and he has a great personality, but I don’t love love him
III. Do you find that most of the time you dislike the people who like you or vice versa? It’s the whole “you want what you can’t have”
IV. In terms of relationships, are you loving or manipulative?  Im usually loving, but I can be one manipulative girl sometimes.
V. Do you live to love? Or would you rather just love to live? I want to love and be loved in return for once.

VI. Do you believe that sex should come before or after marriage? Depends on the relationship really. Sex can mess some things up, but it can bring things to be better.
VII. Do you plan to marry? If so, at what age? If I ever find someone, yes. And whenever it happends.

VIII. Do you plan to have children? If so, how many?  Only if they come out 10 years old and in that instance I will die because my tiny body will be split in half.  In the occurrence that I do have children, I want one or two.
IX. Are your parents married, or divorced? Dad remarried after mom died.
X. Do you want to have a big, spectacular wedding with everyone you know invited or a small, traditional, get-together with family and close-friends wedding? Small, I don’t like crowds.

I'm passed out on the overpass 
Sunday best and broken glass 
Broken down from the bikes and bars 
Suspended like spirits over speeding cars 
You and me were kings over the parkway tonight 
And tonight will go on forever while we 
Walk around this town like we own the streets 
And stay awake through summer like we own the heat 
We're singing 

Everybody wake up 
(Wake up) 
It's time to get down. 
(Everybody wake up, it's time to get down) 
And when I pass the bottle back to Pete 
on the overpass tonight, I bet we laugh 

I'm gonna stay eighteen forever 
(Cut me open) 
So we can stay like this forever 
(Sun poisoned) 
And we'll never miss a party 
'Cause we keep them going constantly 
(This offer stands forever) 
And we'll never have to listen 
(New haircut) 
To anyone about anything 
(New bracelet) 
'Cause it's all been done and it's all been said 
(Eyeliner) 
We're the coolest kids and we take what we can get 
(Wait forever) 

The hell out of this town 
And find some conversation 
The low fuel lights been on for days 
It doesn't mean anyhting 
I've got another 500 
'nother 500 miles 
Before we shut this engine down 
We shut it down 
We shut you down 

I'm gonna stay eighteen forever 
(Cut me open) 
So we can stay like this forever 
(Sun poisoned) 
And we'll never miss a party 
'Cause we keep them going constantly 
(This offer stands forever) 
And we'll never have to listen 
(New haircut) 
To anyone about anything 
(New bracelet) 
'Cause it's all been done and it's all been said 
(Eyeliner) 
We're the coolest kids and we take what we can get 
(Wait forever) 

(You're just jealous cause we're young and in love) 
Eighteen forever 
(Your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation) 
So we can stay like this forever 
(You're spending all your nights growing old in your bed) 
And we'll never miss a party 
(And your tearin up your photos 'cause you wanna forget... it's over) 
'Cause we keep them going constantly 

(You're just jealous cause we're young and in love) 
And we'll never have to listen 
(Your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation) 
To anyone about anything 
'Cause it's all been done 
(You're spending all your nights growing old in your bed) 
And it's all been said 
(And your tearin' up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over) 

(You're just jealous cause we're young and in love) 
Eighteen forever 
(Your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation) 
So we can stay like this forever 
(You're spending all your nights growing old in your bed) 
And we'll never miss a party 
(And your tearin up your photos 'cause you wanna forget... it's over) 
'Cause we keep them going constantly 


Just jealous cause we're young and in love 
Just jealous cause we're young and in love 
Just jealous cause we're young and in love 
Just jealous cause we're young and in love 
Just jealous cause we're young and
(turntable scratch)

it takes more time than i've ever had
drains the life from me
makes me want to forget
as young as i was, i felt older back then
more disciplined, stronger and certain
but i was scared to death of eternity
i was saved by grace
but destroyed by naivety
and i lied to myself
and said it was for the best
so now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
i've disregarded what i was
now that i'm older
and i know much more than i did back then
but the more i learn
the more i can't understand
and i've become content with this life that i lead
where i drink to much and don't believe in much of anything
and i lie to myself
and say "it's for the best."
we're moving forward, but holding ourselves back
and we're waiting on something that will never come